choices

i have had and still have several choices in front of me.
the hard thing is knowing for certain.
the hard thing is taking steps of faith.
the hard thing is going against what everyone expects.

this summer.
i have decided to go on a mission team.
i am going on the baltic mission team.
it is being sent out by cornerstone baptist.
dave preston is leading it.

right now.
this is the hard part.
changing my major.
My inspiration is steph.
she changed. she had the courage.

i am worried.
i am afraid. do i keep pressing ahead? I want to change to family and consumer sciences. aka home ec.

i am not trying to get my m.r.s. degree here. i am just trying to do what the Lord wants. i know what i want.

it just seems like all of a sudden things like my current major, my interest etc. have suffered a lot. why all of a sudden have things changed like this?

so i am taking steps of fath. i talk to the registrar tomorrow. he and i will discuss the possibilities and positive and negative features of changing.

i am excited. nervous, scared, tired, ready and scared.

pray for me.