One long day into another

I think one of my biggest problems about work is everyone complaining about the guests or Disney during break. I figured out two ways to get around that. One is to read and the other is to break in the second spot that people break in. Today it sorta worked, but we broke down for two hours today and it was kinda hard to get away from.

So that's the frustration. I also have a big realization. I am jaded. I am Christian school jaded. I know how to work in a Christian environment, but I don't know about how to work in a secular environment and I'm trying to work as fast as I can. I don't know how to relate to people who are not Christians and I'm realizing this more and more each day I work. Just today something slammed me. I saw two different older couples acting like they were married, but when I looked for the wedding ring, there was nothing. I wanted to ask if they were married, so I just searched for the ring and was surprised when I didn't find it. Will I find that a lot?

Apartment is doing well. My roommate is spending a lot of time in Tampa. Which makes me wonder if I'm driving her off. Everyone is spending a lot of time together. I feel like the fifth wheel and completely different. Don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I know I should feel like it is a good thing. But you know that humans have that want to be accepted. It's funny, I was just thinking that I haven't had a good best friend since Kristi H. graduated and moved out. And I was reluctant to label her a best friend since I knew she was leaving soon. Now I just have my friend Quez whom I'm lucky to see once a week.

Let's leave this post with a blessing. Yesterday was amazing. After that message about walking on water and wanting to be able to walk there, I woke up this morning to people cleaning the apartment. Side note: my roommate has this rash that started 2nd day we got here. The apartment people are cleaning everything that might be a problem. And then the rest of the day was long. And my heels hurt again. Right, back to blessing. Ummm, I worked right next to ice cream called Dole-whip, a pineapple soft-serve ice cream. I had it twice today. Yum.

Anyway, I need to get off before my computer dies on me.